There's been a lot swirling in this little brain of mine. And I've been intending to write about it cuz on some level I consider writing my primary means of expression. Yet I am hesitant. Is it fear? Is it an inability to speak? Maybe i'll find out by the end. Usually I leap at all opportunity to place my words on paper (or pixelated screen), yet this natural urge has subsided over the last 6 months. Even if I have to force myself, I am going to write.
I dunno. I'm going to leap in with faith and presume that "talking" things out genuinely helps. Let's see *shrugs
I like rules and rituals. Makes activities feel... cool. Almost cult-ish (a little bit) So!
Rules and Rituals for Carbonated Contemplations
1. Thou shalt listen to Nine Inch Nails (Treznor is musical god. No counter arguments)
2. Thou shalt draw a stylistic leaf to accompany the contemplation. (I attach myself to particular
3. Thou shalt write to decipher the static in your mind. it'll make you feel better; think clearer
Because that's all I want to do: feel better. I'll be better later.
Listening to: Nine Inch Nails, The day the world went away
Playing: Candy Crush Saga